ENJOY READING!!!!!

FOR THE LAST TIME

2011-12-09T04:37:00.000-08:00

This may be the last thing that I write for you
Can you hear me smiling when I write this, for you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now I'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
This is the last time

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I say it.
Somehow I knew that It would be this way,
Somehow I knew that It would slowly fade.
Now I'm gone, just try and stop me now.

* if u really know me...you will understand this....

**p/s: from now on i will be starting back my blog with the stereotype version again

my convocation day

2011-10-22T23:49:00.000-07:00

hi guys...
well its a bit late but who cares..haha

recently i juz graduated my diploma and my convocation was super awesome..
well for this entry i will be showing more pictures than word..haha (enjoy it)

well this are my batch graduates.. congratz guys...

see this pic.. we are holding three angry birds characters bouquet..haha it was a total koinky dinky...
this is the hall.. and the one taking the scroll rite now is me.. cool aite..

my most proudest moment of receiving a excellence award...damn it felt good

and my mom was obviously super proud of me..haha love u mom..

these are my best friend from high-school.. they really surprised me by coming to my convocation..thx guys..

and last but not least " I DID IT" yahoo!!!...
well tat was for my diploma..cant wait for my degree convocation...

i think tats all for tis time ..till we meet again.. bye-bye :)

PERFECTION...

2011-10-10T03:22:00.000-07:00

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
they are right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to them now your in question

And all at once the crowd begins to says
"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same"

Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But they won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to say
----Sometimes---
"We'd never know what's wrong without the pain"

Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

rebound or re-bonded?

2011-09-02T20:33:00.000-07:00

its not that im on going all lovey-dovie~~

but it came into my mind recently because ive talked about it with my friends a few weeks ago.

REBOUND - do you know what does this mean.. let me illustrate to you..

see that?? its the catch you make after a wrong throw.. but im not talking about basketball, im talking about ur life...

see we often think that once we came out from a bad relationship or a good one, we need to quickly find a new one in order to get over the past.. in this case the new partner becomes the rebound guy/girl.

in every thing that we do , there must be a consequences well now at this case the rebound person will get him/her feelings hurt and that will crush their feelings.. see now due to our own selfishness we hurt another persons feeling and now we are the bad guy..

you might realise that every "get to know" moment is sweet.. so be carefull not to make wrong decisions that may lead to the rebound person.. because in the end you will realise that u never loved them..you just need them for a momentarily period..

and for the next in-line girls/guys:

remember just because you have a crush on them you cant force them to return your love... make sure you help them forget the past and then try to see where things are going...

dont freak them out by being so direct..play the "im cool" +"hints" game...they love it.. and that will slowly recover them from the black ragedy of their past..

well guess thats all for now..

bye2 folks..

guess ur self---- 10 things you need to figure out

2011-06-14T14:46:00.000-07:00

1- im not ready at all.( but sooner i will be..it has to be the right person ).
2- i love being what i am rite now.
3-you need to defeat my past.
4-i need to know you exactly for who you are ( not for who you are being)
5-dont push me to like you..coz it only takes a second to like you but my life to forget you..
6- i love the chase so dont confess until i propose..
7-if i like you and you like me *lets keep it for ourselves
8-let it happen not make it happen..
9-im not like i used to be ( somebody screwed me before )
10- make me feel interested by being nice not by competitive.

2011

2011-05-08T16:55:00.000-07:00

at first i thought you were gonna be great..
but you hammered me with your first blow

and then slowly you killed my days by making more blows and hooks on me.
you made me suffer for 4 months.

you already took away my physical abilitys
but im not gonna surrender

rite now im starting to collect my parts.
and now im ready for you.

i believe god is very just
all there is left to say is bring it on!!!

- i LOVE you

2011-05-02T13:49:00.000-07:00

here is the thing about me.

i never grown up with a father, it has always made me feel incomplete
deep down in my heart i always wanted to have a father like my friends. it has always made me envy of them.

recently i was having my worst breakdown in my life.. it kept thinking shouldn't it be good if my father was here to tell me everything is gonna be OK..
despite i never knew how is my fathers character, because he passed away when i was too young.

i always wanted him to be my hero , well act he is, but its just a comforting thing to say to myself.
i dont know why am i writing this now. my father had passed away for about 19 years.
i never said that i missed him out in public nor to myself.
but rite now i really feel like i need him..

dad, daddy,ayah,abah,baba
i dont even know what i will be calling him if his still alive..
but one thing that will never change is , he is and will always be my dad.

dad~~
I LOVE YOU
please watch me, coz ur only son will stride his best to give your family a better life..
ill try my best until the day comes that i will step in your shoe.

ABDULLAH "1 may 1960~ 1 may 1992

its easy for you , hard for me

2011-04-22T02:01:00.000-07:00

its easy for you...

its hard for me....

its easy for you to ignore me
its hard for me to ignore you

its easy for you to threat me like this as a fren
its hard for me,coz i will never threat m frenz tat way

its easy for you to be where u are now,coz i was with you and wanted to share.
its hard for me to be where i am now, coz you are not with me and you dont want to share

this are the exact things i said when you gave me that stupid word to me...

here is a new thing " find a fren that really cares about you, and a fren that is always there for you"

hanging out 24/7 doesnt make that guy a good friend.
but being there 24/7 is what a good friend is

last but not least:

KAWAN BANYAK TAPI SAHABAT.......

its the same, but its not

2011-03-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

hello guys,

as i am writing this entry my heart is breaking,

bcoz i just realized that the one of the superhero of my childhood life is not cool anymore..

let me share with you guys my sadness...

okay this is one of my favorite superhero during my childhood times.. y? bcoz he is simply cool..

the best part is he is the only superhero tat fights justice at the ocean.

( well screw NEPTUNE ).

he has two superpower which is:

1- he can breathe at under the ocean.

2-he can talk to fish

but recently i found out its not cool anymore coz there is another character that has the same power with him... and that character is..

SHIT!!! why does spongebob get to have the same power with him..

im so not over this fact..

1- spongebob breathes under the ocean.

2- he can also talk to fish..

crap you nickelodeon!!! you can even find a way to ruin this!!!!

there goes one of my superhero which is no longer a cool superhero....

CRAP!!!!

well tats all for now..

catch ya in a rebound!!!

toodles... :)

it effected my life...

2011-02-16T00:39:00.000-08:00

you know when time passes you notice that you already have a lot of people in ur life..

yes i have mine...and today i am going to tell you each one of them ...that really effected my life

im not gonna put their pic coz its "sam -fu" menyusahkan....hehhee

(the order is from my school life to college.)

LIM CHIN SEONG.

it has to be him... wanna talk about frenz tis guy is always there during my ups and downs,,he might not be my best advisor for my life..but he is my trusted opinion giver...there will never be anyone above him as my fren...

ABDUL NAZIR TAY B. ABDUL KAHAR TAY.

even the name sounds weird. he is one of my weird fren...the only problem is he talks to loud and proud,but it is not nazir if he doesnt do that.. he is just the best coz he likes to do stupid things and think funny situation..even looking at him is already funny...

YONG LEE WERN

he is a year younger than me. i really care about this guy when he was having this hard trainings with me n my team...i might be the reason he did not live up to his potential.. the thing about this guy is he is smart but dont like to use his brain...

SYAHIR

we used to pick each others biological disadvantages..i really had a good time when i was hanging out with him...he is a good fren...i like the way he talks its very enthusiastic and full of passion.especially whn he does his jokes...

SHASHA,WAN,ANSOR,AZWA,MYRA

hehehehe..these gang is simply the best.. funny like hell

and they never really cared about what ever mistake ive done and all the bad things i am..

they are very understanding...thx guys....

WAN ANJANG,MEROL,HUSAIF,MELVIN,FAKHRI

this are my school frenz(COCHRANE).this are the guys i always find for some riot crazy adventures.. they always understand about my tight schedule and they never took it personal...

AM,ZACK,AMIN,LUTFI

this are the guys i used to hang out at a certain moment..it was fun and wicked..i would never forget the birthday bash the throwed for me at PD.thx guys..and sorry for the small argument we had before...u guys are still my fren.

DAUS

this guy is insane.. he will always make me happy and also make me mad.. thats the thing i love about him..he is the one i will find whn i need a comforting advise.. because he always says "kaw tak salah mun kaw betol"..hahahha

ACAP

this guy used to make fun of me LANDO3x... i hated that but it was okay bcoz he is my younger best fren... really care about what this guy might get involved to.. he is my fren for relationship problems..bcoz we are the same type...btol tak acap?

REJAB

my bestie in college.this guy is the one that means the most to me in my college life...its sad that we lost contact for a few months.. but it was proven that friendship last forever.

he is my fren that knows everything about me. i was there for him and so was him.

AMER,SHASHA,UKIE,HIDHI,NUAR

this guys changed me a lot and gave me a wonderfull life in college.this guys are my mentors..

they are the reason i can achieve a lot at my college days..thanks a lot...

TOPEK

this guy only knew me for an hour and he became my bestie..isnt it crazy.. this guy is really a nice guy..he can help you and even make you forget all your problems...thx bro..

BUDAK2 BYU

tis guys are really cool to hang out with... they are crazy and nice. especially amy,azan eman,kk,and ekin( padahal ak lupa nama ekin ak call dulu td) hahaha..thx guys .you guys are my funniest frenz ever..

i think tats all for now.. if your name is not here.. dun wory you still are in my heart its just i have problem remembering lately...and i meant it..

apreciate what you have .. and it was only today that i realised that i cant forgive anyone whom has said my frens are stupid.. bcoz i love them bcoz of their stupidness and thats y they are my fren,,

thats all..catcha later homies..

toodles.

2011-02-08T20:22:00.000-08:00

its been so long since i've post a new entry..

recently my life has been to weird... today im at the top of my day and the next day im at the lowest and darkest side of my life.... well you know what they say it happens.

so the new topic of my blog is about... working place..

lets see what are the odds of having a perfect job and life? maybe 1:1000??? well we never know..

as i noticed that we will never be satisfied with what we have.. once we heard our friends job and we think it sounds cool.. we will quickly regret our choice..

here are some streotypes at the office..

1- pretends to job, but act facebook.

2-go for lunch like 2 hours and when boss ask simply say " oh i go see client"

3- keep bragging that the job is hard but the real thing is , the job is boring.

owh no!!!!

i realized that im loosing my Technics , skills , and idea of writing about malaysian stereotypes...

well i guess till we meet again for my next entry..

sory guys...

toodles

who decides who?

2010-12-11T05:04:00.000-08:00

hi, after a long period i finally had found a new topic.

todays topic is the issue of who decides who?

you see WE are often carried away by who is cooler?

for example KL the place you hang out resembles to the level of cool you are.

and don't act like you never pulled one of this things before.

situation:

one of you friend asks you to hang out.

you ask him where?

he said times square.

and you go saying

1- "apa la kaw ni takda class lepak situ!

2- macam budak2 lepak sana.

3- itu tempat rempit la hahahaha..

you get it?

wats wrong with times square? is it really a sin to hang out there?

and juz because its getting old fashioned to be there , is it really wrong to be there?

and WHAT!! you are so cool that you get to choose the place that is rite n wrong.

if you are one of the person that keeps saying this kind of words or have this kind of mentality than you must suck as a human being.

and as a extra reminder this situation also applies to any other places.

dont think if you are a person that goes to clubs often you are cool.

infact you are a piece of trash that has no civil.

i think tats all.

and remember "dont judge and you will not be judged"

Special Edition!!

2010-11-22T13:54:00.000-08:00

notice the picture?
not me but the text in my shirt.
its a question where you have to answer.
when it comes to questions we always have an option of answering them.

as for me i will provides an answer with a guideline for my friends.
eg:-
1- i am always correct
2- in case i am wrong please refer to no-1.

hahahaha just joking.
what i am trying to say is in this world there is never a question without an answer.
but there is always a question with only one possibility of answer but don't let that only possibility to control your option.

try to manipulate your possibility. besides its just a possibility.
once you are able to manipulate the possibilities then you have a better thing which is called option.

always remember option leads to choice.

so the final answer is your choice.

GET IT???
so now its your choice "do or don't"

is there any difference?

2010-11-11T04:13:00.000-08:00

hi there,
today im going to talk(write) about the mind set of most of young people nowadays think.

you know what ?:

everybody thinks they are mature.
they think age resembles maturity
they are very good and other are( for the lack of better word) SHIT!!!

whats wrong with you guys? did you know that we cant judge people.
dont pass judgment and you will not be judge.

you really think you are good? than why are you at this level. why are at the same level with me??

answer that??

trust me when i say my age is just a number~
nobody will be mature enough.
you can only be mature enough for your own sake.
you cant be mature enough for others.

please stop acting cool. stop telling people how cool you are. instead tell them how weak you are that has better credits rather than acting cool.

i often read and see people that has this kind of characters~~ and seriously you make me laugh.

its not that im saying im perfect or good~~ in fact im the same

but i dont go bragging about im good , im mature and yada yada~~

so start thinking and till we meet again~~
TOODLES!!!!

just vs girlfriends

2010-08-14T00:36:00.000-07:00

harlo~~`

so let me share with you something new about Malaysian stereotype.

well recently my college had a touch rugby competition
the event was successful but however there where certain issues that had ruin that wonderful event.

here is the thing~~have you ever noticed that in ever single tournament you entered there must be a bias problem~~and yes again there is these problem~~

what happened was there is this official whom is girlfriend is at the competition~~ this S.O.B kept changing the rules for the woman category just so that his girlfriends team can qualify in many ways. this asshole also went provoking other teams that his girlfriend is against.

that not just all~~ FYI his gf did not even made a single try and end up as the best player for the woman category~~ how much is that for bias issue hahahaha~~~~

well my friends if these kind of issue is still happening, how can we be trusted to be just. well basically this matters happens everywhere. its not just at these level but many places~~

e.g for working places you need friends to get through~~
for sports you need relatives to get you through~~
and many more~~

well people just throw away this stupid attitude its realy causing you problems and not forgetting sins~~ well till we meet again~~ so long toodles

this is serious!!!

2010-07-31T13:02:00.000-07:00

okay first of all i am sorry for running out of my usual topics~~
but it seems like this is getting to make me angry than ever~~
you wanna know what is it????

i will tell you what it is~~~

I AM NOT GAY

who in the hell came up with that idea!!!!
i smile at boys because boys in Malaysia thinks if i don't smile at them then i am trying to start a rumble~~
don't you people know this is Malaysia and for god sake smiling is a good thing not a gay thing.

oh! yes she also said i don't smile at girls~~ HELL NO!!!
i do smile at girls.( only when they are looking at me) so they don't think i am arrogant.
you see the problems is our mind sets are different.
different people means the different things~~~

seriously!!!

for example
1-i smile at a girl she smiles back and then she says he is a nice guy to keep smiling.
2-i smile at a girl she smiles back and then she says i think he is seducing me!!
3-i smile at a girl she smiles back and then she says he thinks he is handsome to smile at me!!
4-i smile at a girl she smiles back and then she says oh!! guys all are the same

i am not saying im a very good or perfect person~~
all im trying to say is I AM NOT GAY!!!!!!
trust me for gods sake~~
i am straight,

okay here is the deal i will swear to keep smiling at everybody whom cross pass me~~~
well after all smiling is a part of giving~~
so lets start giving~~ now that is the choice im making for a better life

PEACE~~~~

attitude

2010-07-23T03:59:00.000-07:00

here is something i realized about Malaysian people~~~

well this issue only happened to me yesterday and i realized what a douche bag all of us are(i meant teenagers only) well here is the thing.

have ever went to a "mamak stall " with your friends with a large quantity like above 5. once you are there you guys will trash talk and make stupid jokes where half of them aren't even funny. and there will be some people who will look at you and say you guys are very noisy and then you guys answer them "suka hati aku lah!!!" its because you guys are having fun and they dont understand you guys right!!

okay! lets go to the second situation :

this time you and your friend ( only 2 person ) goes to the same stall. and this time there is the same bunch of guy that said you guys are very noisy except for this time their are many as in more than 5 person. now they start to make noise and laughing like crazy~~~

the question is what will you say?? EXACTLY ~~~ you will say these words
1- ingat kedai bapak kaw!!!
2- korang je happy!!!
3- bising siot!!!
4- agak2 ar
5- pergh gile babi korang ni
and many more depending to your creativity on mocking other people( hahahaha)

well did you realize about our attitude ~~~ well at first i did not realize this thing until yesterday~~

thx to the fat gang yesterday who made me realize that nobody is always acceptable in this world~~~
well the morale of the story is dont judge others ~~
be their friend and know their self and then judge them~~~
well if you ask me i will never judge them because we are all the same

alright that's all for now~
will be writing soon.. last but not least
"there is a choice we are making but we are saving our own life , we can make a better day so lets start giving"

2010-07-12T13:12:00.000-07:00

hola!!!!!

im telling you guys

when life turns its back on us you turn your back on it~~~
doesnt tat sounds crazy~~~
well crazy enuf for me to write it~~

wat im trying to tell is the human (teenagers) is getting nuts and so carried away with certain issues~~
well i would like to emphasis on maturity~~

bcoz they think maturity is acting mature~~
well hell no if u r thinking tat way than u r childish~~~

i say maturity is something when you think like an adult, play like a child, treat people like they want and start making others happy~~

most people live with thinking only their life matters~~ for this bunch of retards i'll say u guys are a bunch of losers~~ nobody is gonna love u~~ since u never loved anybody

so start changing and trust me even primary school kids can be better than you~~~

this is another topic which came in my mind as i am writing~~

situation:a couple gets in a fight and then the girls tells the whole world i am having an arguement with my bf~~ this is the most stupid ever thing~~ seriously~~~ if you are acting like this trust me you dont deserve to have a bf~~ you should get involved in a relationship with a pig or sumthing~~~

damn!! i pity the boys who has horrible gf like this~~ i knw guys can be such a jerk sumtimes
but lets just face it (arguments do come in relation)
wats the point of telling the whole world~~

frankly i think when you are complaining to the whole wide world about your relation it means you telling you r gonna break up~~

and then this bitch returns to his bf~( sorry for the rude words)

well before any lawyers call me for a court summon i should end~~
anyway start changing ( trust we can change, practice gratitude)

plz leave your comments~~ thank you~~

media

2009-12-08T15:54:00.000-08:00

Harlo,
people apparently we did not notice how much the media has affected us~~
why do i say so~~
there is 2 major things or maybe more has been affected by them
yes i am blaming the media for what is happening to our world.

firstly we are all aware that the Americans are having a war with the arab countrys. why is this happening? yes you know the answer, it is the media.
have you ever seen them publishing a smart and smiling Arab face when it comes to war no!!!!!
BUT HOW COME THERE IS ALWAYS A SMILING AMERICAN ARMY FACE?????
WEIRD HUH!!!!
they make fun of religion and saying it is not true!!!
then why the heck are you feeling so threaten by the Islam peoples
that my freinds is number 1~~
i would like to elaborate more but Malaysia is not a strong army country~~~~

next,
this may sound funny
but whats wrong with men having chest hair and body hair~~
only woman are supposed to not have thats the way god build us~~
but you people have been messed up by the media
you know back in the 70s man that has the most hair is the most manly type of man
but know man with no hair is the most manly ever
DOESNT THAT SOUND LIKE A GIRL~~
scientist have proven that one the major problem of gay is man building their body which has no hair. this allows your hormones to get attracted to your body itself than later towards other mans body~~
so now you know who is the man!!!
the media keeps showing half naked man whom has no body hair. do you know 70% of professional advertising photographers are gay~~~~

so girls and boys its time to change your prespective
cherish how god created us~~~

so now its time for us to grow up and stop retrieving unwanted info from the media~~
thats all for now
have a nice day bye2
plz do leave your comment about this topic~~~